Only the pale gold of the streetlamp —
touched the wall.
Logan's arm draped over my waist — warm, familiar.
But his fingertips felt like a memory…
not magnetism.
Nothing...
That was the night everything changed.
It wasn’t a breakup.
There was no fight.
No dramatic ending.
But something sacred had gone still.
And I knew …
Love wasn’t enough if the Fire was gone.
I wanted to understand what went wrong.
Not just for me. But for all of us.
Why does the spark disappear
in relationships that once felt magnetic?
How can two people still love each other,
but feel… nothing?
I didn’t want revenge.
I didn’t want to numb it.
I wanted to find the root.
So I dove into the University library.
Anthropology.
Sacred sexuality.
Ritual and initiation.
I started tracing the ancient traditions
that once held this Fire.
Turns out… in initiatic traditions—
Tantric alchemy,
Taoist alchemy,
Tibetan alchemy,
Hermetic alchemy —
they all point to the same thing:
The spark we lose over time isn’t gone…
It’s buried.
Under routine.
Under wounding.
Under misunderstanding
of what desire actually is.
I traveled across India, Egypt and Tibet—
searching for someone
who carried the spark.
I found temples…
teachers…
symbolism…
technique.
But I didn’t find the Fire.
Not the real current.
Not the one I felt in that first kiss
years ago that changed everything.
So I went into the forest.
Alone.
I built a fire.
Drummed.
Prayed.
And made a magickal act of invocation…
If there was someone alive
who carries this Fire —
Let him find me.
A few months later… I met David.
From the moment our eyes met,
it felt like a breath held between lifetimes.
Not attraction.
Not chemistry.
A torrent of polarity so overwhelming
it nearly knocked me out of my body.
People thought we were
like teenagers in love.
I was being initiated.
David carried the Egyptian current of the Fire.
Hermetic Alchemy.
It wasn’t a concept.
It wasn’t metaphor or symbol.
It was real.
We have practiced Alchemy
together in silence for 15 years
Until now.
Because the world is dimming again.
Desire is collapsing.
Couples are aching and don’t know why.
They think they’re broken.
They’re not.
They’ve just lost the rhythm of the Fire.
My name is Leslie McQuade.
I’m an anthropologist —
and Chief Adept of the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn.
Today I come carrying a torch —
with Fire from an ancient Flame.
It’s not a course.
It’s not a workshop.
It’s a vessel.
And if you feel the ache…
The Secret Fire is calling you.
Ever since David became my husband,
couples started finding us.
Not because we promised anything.
But because they could feel it.
That same initiatic current —
we now carry together…
They aren't mystics.
Not seekers.
Just lovers — still holding on.
Still committed —
But disconnected.
Still together —
But dimmed.
And we saw the same thing —
again and again.
Touch had turned to habit.
Desire had dimmed.
Magnetism had vanished.
Not because love was lost —
But because they never learned how to tend the flame.
All that passion in the beginning —
the spark, the thrill, the pulse of eros —
It’s not just luck.
It’s chemistry.
And like all chemistry —
It obeys laws.
When those laws are broken —
Or never even known —
The energy doesn’t just fade.
It stagnates.
That’s when touch turns into routine,
passion into politeness,
and a kiss into reflex.
But here’s the part
no one prepares you for:
It doesn’t even feel tragic.
It just feels… familiar.
Like this is simply what happens
after a few years together.
And that... right there... is the real heartbreak.
Not the drama.
Not the rupture.
The slow dimming of something sacred…
Until it no longer even feels like a loss.
That’s what we call the Fizzled Flame.
The magnetic charge
between two bodies…
Fading not from betrayal...
But from neglect.
From unawareness.
From never receiving the deeper map.
A map that shows
how desire isn’t a mood.
It’s a magnetic force.
One that must be nourished...
protected... and refined…
Or it begins to disappear.
Most couples blame themselves.
Or each other.
But it’s not their fault.
What’s missing isn’t love — it’s initiation.
The inner architecture
of attraction, arousal,
and sacred union that
Alchemy reveals... and makes real.
And once you see it…
Feel it…
Live it…
You never forget it.
There is a Fire. A Universal Fire.
It flows beneath all true initiatic traditions —
Not as philosophy,
but as breath, polarity, rhythm, and charge.
The Tantrics revered it.
The Taoists sealed it.
The Tibetans rode it into the Body of Light.
The Hermetics veiled it behind symbols.
Four rivers.
One Fire.
Alchemy.
Alchemy has been misunderstood for centuries.
It is not chemistry. Not spagery.
Not shadow work or archetypes.
Not Neo-Tantra or Sex-Magick.
Alchemy is Fire —
and it’s nothing like what you’ve been taught.
And Fire is real.
A living, structured current.
A method of transmutation —
known to initiates across time.
It’s not an idea.
It’s energetic.
It works in the crucible of your body.
In your breath.
In the current beneath attraction.
It’s not pleasure that refines you.
It’s polarity.
It’s not release that opens you.
It’s rhythm.
The ache of containment.
The hum between opposites.
That’s the fuel.
Alchemy teaches you how to hold that charge —
And transmute it.
How to stop leaking your energy through habit.
Conflict.
Distraction.
And begin refining it into something sacred.
Coherent.
Luminous.
This is what Hermeticism preserved
even when the Egyptian temples fell silent.
A way of working with the Fire,
through rhythm and breath,
to awaken what’s already inside you.
This current still lives —
Sealed in rhythm, breath, and polarity —
Waiting for those who can feel it.
And now, once again…
Alchemy’s universal fire reemerges from the shadows —
This time in a uniquely Western vessel:
The Hermetic Alchemy Masterclass.
Whether you walk this path alone or with a partner —
The current meets you where you are.
This isn’t about fixing.
It’s about transmutation.
On August 2–3, 2025 we’re opening the temple.
But this is no ordinary temple.
It isn’t made of stone, or bound by walls.
It’s a sealed virtual vessel...
Built to transmit the current of Alchemy
in real time, across space, without dilution.
A container forged by polarity.
Anchored in rhythm.
And strong enough to carry the fire.
This isn’t something you can learn from a book.
And it’s not something you can simulate.
It must be entered.
Felt.
Transmitted.
And that’s what this Masterclass makes possible...
A vessel strong enough to carry the Mysteries
into the modern world without breaking .
We’re not the only ones who carry the current.
But we are the only ones opening the vessel —
here, now, and live.
Not in Tantric Kaulas or Tibetan monasteries.
Not in original Taoist lines
Not in lodges that teach only symbol.
And not in books that have forgotten the Fire long ago.
This Masterclass is the only living transmission of Alchemy
being offered openly, in real time..
We’ll initiate those called by the current —
Not into a philosophy,
But into a living Work.
This is not a course.
It is not content.
It’s a living container of ignition.
When you enter this Masterclass, you enter as an initiate...
Not because of belief,
But because the structure itself is built to transmit the current.
Through charge.
Through rhythm.
Through resonance.
Not as symbol.
But as force.
This is what the old temples could never do:
We transmit the Mysteries across space — without breaking the veil.
Because the fire isn’t in the robes or ritual.
It’s in the current.
And when polarity is alive…
When the vessel is sealed…
The fire moves.
We don’t light the flame for you.
We teach you how to strike the match.
This is what you’ll learn inside the Masterclass —
Not as theory,
But as living transmission:
This is not borrowed doctrine.
This is a new vessel.
One built not to preserve the past —
but to ignite the future of the Great Work
in those ready to carry it.
That ignition begins
with seven transmissions —
initiatic keys to the rhythm
and fire that open the path ahead.
This is not a curriculum.
These are not lessons.
They are initiatic transmissions —
Each one a threshold of doctrine
that reveals the hidden structure
of transformation,
that unveils the architecture of the Work,
and prepares the vessel for ignition.
How alchemists speak in silence — and what the symbols really say
Every true alchemist learns to hear what is never spoken.
This transmission unveils the Language of the Birds — the symbolic tongue that veils the Mysteries from the profane while transmitting them whole.
You’ll learn to read alchemical images not as art or metaphor — but as maps of breath, polarity, and inner fire.
Because on the Hermetic path, the real teachings are never told.
They are hidden between the lines — and only the initiate can read them.
They are sung between the lines — and only the initiate hears them.
Why alchemy exists — and what it is truly for
This transmission anchors the path: not in symbol or healing, but in transmutation.
You'll discover the true aim of Hermetic Alchemy — the generation of the Solar Body — and why all outer rituals are shadows of this inner Work.
The alchemist’s goal is not repair.
It is ascension and conscious immortality.
Where the Work begins — and why most seekers miss it
This transmission unveils the secret of the Prima Materia — not in base minerals, but in the living physical body.
You’ll see why the raw material of transmutation is your body itself — not just the visible flesh, but the subtle structure hidden within it.
And how every touch, every tension, every surrender must be gathered back and refined.
Why no flame rises until the vessel is sealed
All true alchemy begins in containment.
This transmission unveils the Magnetic State — the polarized stillness that makes the Work possible.
Not trance. Not surrender.
But a sealed inner condition where energy is held, not spent.
Without it, there is no ignition — only collapse.
This is the gate most seekers miss.
And the reason most flames flicker out.
The force every alchemist seeks — and few survive
No true transmutation begins without it.
This transmission reveals the Secret Fire — not a symbol, but a real flame sealed within the body, governed by rhythm, awakened by law.
You’ll see why every tradition veiled it in code — and why those who stir it too soon burn the vessel instead of forging it.
Fire is the first initiator.
But only if the vessel is ready.
The double current that fools the mind — and initiates the soul
There are two Mercuries.
One lunar. One solar.
And only their union begins the Work.
This transmission unveils the doctrine of Philosophical Mercury —
A double current hidden in every initiate…
Veiled in every true tradition.
You’ll see why mistaking one for the other collapses the vessel —
And why their fusion, held under fire,
is the turning key.
Because without Philosophical Mercury...
There can be no Philosopher’s Stone.
The secret all alchemy serves — and nothing survives without
This is the axis of the Work.
The reason the vessel is sealed.
The fire sustained.
The Mercuries joined.
This transmission reveals the Philosopher’s Stone —
Not as symbol.
Not as mineral.
But as the living fusion of opposites…
Forged through rhythm,
Refined through fire,
And multiplied by Sun and Moon.
Said to confer longevity,
And the seed of conscious immortality —
This is the final gift of Alchemy.
Because without the Stone,
There is no Solar Body.
No continuity beyond the grave.
No bridge between the worlds.
“Puffers cook gold. We build bodies of light.” — A Philosopher
If you already feel the current… you don’t need to read further.
The gate is open.
And the vessel is prepared.
→ Enroll as an individual
→ Enroll as a committed couple
When you enter, you receive full access to the live Masterclass and all seven transmissions —
Sealed inside a living initiatic container, and guided directly by David and Leslie in real time.
These transmissions aren’t lessons.
They are initiations.
Each one will rewire how you perceive, feel, and move energy.
This is not theory.
This is what changes in you —
First subtly, then structurally.
Immediately, the alchemy begins…
Within days...
Others have entered the vessel before.
Here’s what they’ve carried back.
BETA Tester Steve M from Las Vegas wrote:
“The energetic transmissions alone are beyond anything I’ve ever felt before.”
Steve wasn’t new to energy work — but he was stuck in a plateau.
Spinning his wheels, practicing rituals and techniques that once sparked something, but now felt dry.
He came looking for current — and found something ancient, alive, and real.
Not symbol. Not metaphor.
A real energetic fire, awakened in rhythm, and sealed in transmission.
Now, he knows how to feel it without collapse…
And hold the charge in his body, his presence, his life.
BETA tester Ryan S. from Houston shared with us:
“This journey completely changed the way I see myself and the world.”
Ryan had read the books. Listened to the talks. Done the meditations.
But there was a part of him still stuck — still chasing experience rather than living it.
He didn’t need more information. He needed more current.
Something that would rewire him from the inside out.
Through this Masterclass, the fog began to lift.
Doctrine became rhythm. Symbols became signals.
And Ryan found himself not just understanding Alchemy — but feeling it…
in his breath, in his body, in the way he met the world.
Beta tester Desiree F from Arkansas said:
“Before this, I always felt like something was missing. Now, I feel tapped in... like I’m finally aligned with my soul’s purpose.”
Desiree had done the inner work — or so she thought.
But beneath the surface, she was still searching. Still feeling the ache of something missing.
This wasn’t about trauma or mindset. It was about rhythm.
And once she entered the vessel, she found it:
That unmistakable feeling of being attuned to a deeper current.
Not just with purpose — but with polarity.
With rhythm.
With Fire
BETA tester Zana K from Las Vegas reported:
“I came into this looking for answers. I found a path, a teacher, a tribe.”
Zana had questions no one else seemed able to answer.
Why the rituals weren’t working anymore. Why her spiritual fire felt cold.
She didn’t need therapy.
She needed initiation.
And when she entered the Masterclass –
it wasn’t just answers she found.
It was structure. Rhythm. A real teacher.
A real current.
And others who could feel it too.
She stopped asking if she was broken.
She started walking the path — and never looked back
Beta tester Frater Aiki from Sydney Australia expressed:
“The inner fire is awake. I feel more alive, more present, more me.”
Frater Aiki had done the breathwork. The embodiment. The plant journeys.
But the fire never stayed lit.
Until now.
The Masterclass didn’t give him another peak experience.
It gave him rhythm. Containment. Structure.
A way to feel the current — and hold it.
Now, the fire burns steady.
Not as drama. Not as swirl.
But as presence. As polarity.As something finally awake inside him
And these are only a handful of voices from the growing wave of seekers stepping fully into their power.
Every story is another spark…
And the Fire is spreading.
Spiritual students and Magicians alike know this...
When the inner fire awakens, everything changes.
It’s the essence of Alchemy:
Fully alive.
From the inside out.
And these are only a handful of voices from the growing wave of seekers stepping fully into their power.
Every story is another spark…
And the Fire is already moving.
You wouldn’t be here if you didn’t already feel it.
That pull behind your heart.
The quiet stirring beneath your breath.
That whisper… telling you your consciousness is older than this life.
That you were never meant to vanish.
And you’re right.
The truth is,
You’re not here to merely exist, love, and die.
You’re here to remember what you are beyond time... beyond form.
This is not poetry.
Not psychology.
This is operational Alchemy.
The sacred science that transforms the soul into something luminous, subtle, and indestructible.
And now, for the first time,
We’ve opened the door for others to walk this path...
With the Hermetic Alchemy Masterclass.
This isn’t a course you’ll take and forget.
It’s a blueprint for building a radiant body of light...
An actual vessel you will carry you beyond this world.
You’ll gain clarity on Hermetic principles within the first session…
And begin the internal work that leads to something few in this life may ever glimpse...
Conscious immortality.
Over the centuries,
initiates have paid thousands
for even fragments of this knowledge.
Not because it was expensive to create...
But because it was sealed. Guarded.
And passed only between those deemed ready.
But Alchemy was never meant to vanish
behind velvet ropes
and whispered passwords.
That’s why, for the first time,
we are opening the door
to those who feel the current —
and are ready to enter.
You can join the Masterclass
for $199 as an individual.
If you and your committed partner
wish to step into the vessel together,
we offer enrollment for $299 total —
50% off the second seat.
Why?
Because polarity amplifies the current.
And when love enters consciously,
the fire deepens.
But you don’t need a partner
to begin with Alchemy.
If the current is already alive in you —
that’s enough.
This is not a transaction.
It’s a threshold.
And if you’ve made it this far…
you already know.
The gate is open.
Now — you choose
whether to step through.
And for those who do today…
We’ve prepared four sacred texts —
each one a current of its own.
Not bonuses.
Transmissions.
When you join the Masterclass today,
to help you better understand
Hermetic Alchemy in its universal aspect,
you’ll also receive these initiatic eBooks —
absolutely free.
Each text carries a unique initiatic current —
a living stream of Alchemy.
Though rooted in different cultures and traditions,
they all reveal the same truth:
That love, energy, and consciousness
can be refined into something radiant.
These are not summaries.
They’re transmissions —
designed to activate something inside you
that’s been there all along.
Each stream opens a different gate.
Recognize love as a sacred force —
not just a feeling.
In the Tantric stream,
love was never casual.
It was cultivated, honored,
and refined through breath,
presence and polarity.
This eBook reveals
how alchemical traditions
treated love not as emotion,
but as a fire worthy of devotion.
Reclaim your energy and center.
This ancient Chinese path teaches you
how to seal vitality, restore balance,
and build inner strength
from the inside out.
If you’ve felt scattered, depleted,or off-center — This map brings you home.
Rise into stillness and presence.
This transmission shows you how to calm
the winds of thought,
activate subtle awareness,
and build your energetic body of light.
It’s not philosophy.
It’s practice — and it brings real peace.
Together, these are more than gifts.
They are Three of the Four Rivers of Alchemy —
sacred streams of transformation
that lead to the same Source.
The fourth river is Hermetic Alchemy.
The Masterclass is not about it.
It *is* it —
a full immersion in the Hermetic stream,
held live and sealed.
And when you see all four side by side… something clicks.
You begin to recognize the thread behind everything you’ve felt —
but never been able to name.
The breath that calmed you.
The spark you once felt with a lover.
The light you glimpsed in silence.
It wasn’t just emotion.
It wasn’t coincidence.
It wasn’t imagination.
It was the Current.
And now — you have the map.
This Masterclass is a one-time offering.
It may never be repeated.
The teachings inside it
are not concepts, ideas, or tools —
they are living transmissions
once sealed within temples,
held in silence,
and passed only to initiates deemed ready.
But now, for the first time,
they are being offered in a Masterclass…
to those who feel the Fire rising inside.
And we understand —
when something sacred reemerges like this,
it’s natural to wonder:
Is this real?
Will I feel it?
Is it worth it?
So let us speak plainly:
We stand behind this transmission —
completely.
If you attend the live Masterclass on August 2–3
and don’t feel what was promised —
a real energetic shift,
doctrinal clarity,
or initiatic recognition —
then simply email us within 30 days.
We will return your full tuition.
No questions asked.
No hard feelings.
No lingering threads.
This is not a purchase.
It’s a threshold.
And we want you to cross it
with full presence, not hesitation.
If you feel even the whisper
of the current calling you forward…
Then the risk is ours.
The moment is yours.
The Fire will do the rest.
If the spark is gone…
it’s not the end.
It’s the beginning of Alchemy.
Most couples see the fading of passion as failure —
a sign something’s wrong with them
or their relationship.
But in Hermetic Alchemy it’s the opposite.
That fading is a signal.
A sacred spark beneath the silence.
The moment when the raw material —
the Prima Materia —
becomes ready for refinement.
Your passion isn’t broken.
It’s unrefined.
And once you understand that,
everything changes.
This Masterclass isn’t about communication techniques,
intimacy games,
or Neo-Tantra.
It’s about reclaiming alchemy —
not as a metaphor,
but as a real process that begins in the body
and changes everything it touches.
When you engage it consciously —
as it was meant to be practiced:
Desire returns.
Presence deepens.
And what was routine becomes radiant.
But this isn’t only for couples.
This is for anyone who’s ever
wondered what alchemy truly is.
Not as symbol. Not as theory.
But as an energetic art,
a spiritual science of transmutation —
A living fire that refines the soul
through charge, rhythm, and sacred containment.
If you’ve been chasing fragments —
scattered texts,
half-taught rituals,
poetic illusions —
and something in you still aches for the real thing…
This is the unique moment.
This is where alchemy begins again —
not in the lab, but in the body.
Not in metaphor… but in the flame.
That’s what this Masterclass gives you.
Not a theory. Not a technique.
Alchemy — revealed, ignited, and embodied.
This is your moment to
return to the sacred current —
Turn polarity into presence,
and love into transformation.
Or, for those called to the deeper flame —
To finally experience the true fire of Alchemy.
The fire is real.
The current is alive.
And the vessel is sealed —
awaiting those ready to enter.
This Masterclass will not repeat in this form.
When the gate closes,
the transmission begins.
Enrollment ends when the timer hits zero.
This August 2 at 9:00 AM PST, you’re invited into a live initiatic container with David Griffin and Leslie McQuade to receive:
We’ve opened the temple
for this one-time Masterclass.
It may return.
But right now —
we have no plans to repeat it.
We’re focused on preparing the inner vessel.
Not building funnels.
Not launching public programs.
And if you’ve been waiting for the moment
to receive the transmission —
This is it.
You already know what happens if nothing changes.
The slow cooling.
The quiet ache.
The wondering if it’s too late —
To feel the spark.
To find your rhythm again.
You don’t need another concept.
Another technique.
Another promise of breakthrough.
You need a container.
A current.
A real transmission.
If you’ve been chasing fragments —
And something in you still aches for the real thing...
Then this is your moment.
Because this isn’t just a Masterclass.
It’s a turning point.
A moment when something hidden stirs —
and calls you to step across.
One year from now...
Where will you be?
Still wondering what it could feel like —
to be lit from within?
Or walking the true path
of Alchemical Fire?
You’re not here by accident.
Whether you came for love...
For healing...
Or for truth...
The current found you.
Now, Alchemy calls.
Step through.